i want some hot stuff baby this evening

i have been getting a little sick of having sex where my partner is satisfied and i am not- which seems to be all i'm getting lately. it is a sad fact that i am unable to orgasm from penetrative sex (at least not vaginal), and so many men just can't do anything else. so, although i am generally reluctant to do this with a first-time lover, i pulled out my vibrator when i was having sex on friday night*.

i guess i am worried that i will offend a man if i yank out my vibrator- after all, aren't i openly admitting that he just cannot satisfy me on his own? (even if, frankly- he can't.) my cookie boy and i masturbated together, and then i gave him head.

he watched me play with my vibrator. it was so much more satisfying than any of the other lame-arse sex i've had lately. seriously- have men become lazy or have my standards gotten higher??

oh. and p.s. it's clearly africa month. kenya: tick


*yes, i shagged another person from my work. i swear to god, i have no idea how this happened. i'd never even met him before friday. one minute it was lunch time and he was giving me a cookie, and the next it was 8 o'clock and we were going home together on the tube.